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About Me Member Anthro Artist Godith aka The Alpha Female16/Female/United States Recent Activity Deviant for 1 Year
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parental issues and severe depression

Fri Nov 6, 2009, 8:02 PM
  • Mood: Neutral
my dad came to my room and yelled at me for being a spoiled brat for a while, and when he had tired himself out, i told him how he misjuged me by assuming i was like my mom, which hurt my feelings, and how he's always making fun of me and how that hurts my feelings, and several other 'it's all your fault' things, and then he got his puppy eyes and left me alone. this is how all our arguments go, usually. he yells and then i say something smart and he's like 'oh..... well don't i just feel like a dick now'. i never lie to him, and i never hide things or twist words. i think that's what catches him off guard. i'm honest. *gasp*

i've been spending time i should be drawing playing borderlands with my brother, the only one in my family that i get along with, and this weekend i intend to sleep, as it is an activity that not only gives me a chance to dream and think, but makes me genuinely happy for a long period of time.

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friends from the real world:

:iconwyvernniite: :iconsqueakerpirate: :iconkyohakunatsu-chan: :iconnowherekidxxxlatifah:

What I'm working on right now: [link]
What people owe me: [link]

Random tidbits:

I am teaching myself to draw, mostly wolves, dragons, humans, and hopefully, cats, horses and birds.

I mostly draw myself and my ocs... I don't mean to be egoticstical, I'm just more comfortable drawing myself than someone who might take offense at my poor skills. ...and no one ever really requests anything XD

I now have a picture of all my 'special' ocs, that is, the ones I have heard and seen in my mind without creating them; the ones that have wills and lives of their own that I do not control. [link] Any other ocs you see are just random characters I made up for the heck of it.

[link] my profile on a delightful animation-making website that I hardly ever use XD.

***I LOVE ARTTRADES. want/need something drawn? send me a reference or a description, ask your nicest, and I will gladly do my best for you. ^^***

I also sometimes write. Now that the the voi-.... my special ocs, are gone, I won't be writing anymore stories, but a poem now and then -may- appear.

Personal stuff:

I am a gemini. I have three spirits that make up who 'I' am, a wolf[link] a vamprie, and a dragon[link] The vampire is hollow, emotinonless, and my base, the wolf and dragon are two sides to me that are constantly conflicting. I may be wild and crazy one day, calm and intellectual the next. [link]

I'm looking to start a true pack, so one day we can even live in our own shared den, supporting each other as real wolves do. As alpha I determine who's in and who's not, but everyone's free to invite me to check them out.

[link] my youtube channel, with some really in-depth information about me.

Want to see how compatible you are with me? take my quiz : [link]

Other people's quotes I like:

"Anger me and I will kill you, but otherwise I'm a nice guy"-Fury1031

"The tiger can crouch all it wants, I ain't hiding from nobody!"-carbondragon1093

"For every step you take is a step towards death,
just make sure that step is worth taking..."-DarkFurryEmoWolf

My quotes(DO NOT STEAL):

"all time passes. one moment will not last forever."

"all furry is anthro, but not all anthro is furry."

"the only time we worry is when we lack solid facts."

"if a relationship is to last, one has to learn to just say 'yes dear' and shut up."

"of course I'm right, I'm always right. except when I'm not.

AND NOW, STAMPS!:

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Devious Info

  • Current Residence: this dark room i call my den
  • Interests: drawing, watching movies, hiking, video games, looking for pack, etc
  • Favourite movie: Interview With the Vampire i don't like comedies or twilight >.<
  • Favourite band or musician: radio head, tokio hotel, rammstein, linkin park, the used, msi, eisheilig, 3 days grace, etc
  • Favourite genre of music: hard rock, techno, some metal and orchestral/ambient i hate rap and dislike country >.<
  • Favourite artist: mr.biggs my art I teacher, may he r.i.p....
  • Favourite style of art: dark/fantasy/manga/anime/antho/furry
  • Operating System: windows xp i hate vista >.<
  • Shell of choice: sea
  • Wallpaper of choice: stone
  • Skin of choice: fur
  • Favourite game: frpgs with awsome graphics
  • Favourite gaming platform: pc all the way! good for games and millions of other things. i hate macs >.<
  • Personal Quote: of course i'm right, i'm always right. except when i'm not.
  • Tools of the Trade: BiC permanent markers, varied pens and pencils, my canson sketch pad, and Paint.net

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:iconnowherekidxxxlatifah:
we thank you for the fave godith!

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So with no signs of relief
I seem to see more sense in holding hands with the dead.
While I lay below old photos of us
:iconsanguinejustice:
pffft, we are friends and i watch you, thanks are unnecessary :P

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anthro? furry? wer? therian? WTF?!?! : [link]
halp, I can't draw!! : [link]
:iconnowherekidxxxlatifah:
i don't remimber thanking u. :S

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So with no signs of relief
I seem to see more sense in holding hands with the dead.
While I lay below old photos of us
:iconsanguinejustice:
"we thank you for the fave godith!" crazy person.

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anthro? furry? wer? therian? WTF?!?! : [link]
halp, I can't draw!! : [link]
:iconnowherekidxxxlatifah:
...mmm well i guess i did :S i'm so sarry 4 being crazzy

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So with no signs of relief
I seem to see more sense in holding hands with the dead.
While I lay below old photos of us
:iconrawrgoeskora:
guess what guess what guess whatt? yourrr request is up!
the coloring sux.. :( but i hope you likt the outline......srry it took so long

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Randomness
:iconsanguinejustice:
i likes it ^^

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anthro? furry? wer? therian? WTF?!?! : [link]
halp, I can't draw!! : [link]
:iconulario:
Thanks for the watch! :)

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"We're going to explode? I don't wanna explode!" - Jayne Cobb, Serenity

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